i’m surrounded by cynicism and pessimism it’s really no wonder why i hate myself, i give everything to one person and when i try to do something for me for once i almost get my hand cut off because i was holding on too tightly. there’s like two or three people that actually care about me being happy and you know who you are but i don’t need to take on the rest of you peoples’ shit. so you know what i’m sayin now?
